I’m waiting for payments

Geezzz! It’s hard to be broke. LOL!!! I got to live with it and get use to it otherwise I’ll go crazy. I have some receivable payments today but I don’t know why they haven’t sent it to my account yet. I could’ve used it to get something for my family. I want to find a secular job but I can’t right now because I have an infant and she’s dependent on my breast milk. We tried to give her formula but she just won’t drink it. We actually bought a can of formula but then it’s just sitting in the corner for over a month now. At least we’re saving a lot of money because formula is very expensive. I hope they’ll pay me today!